And to tell you the truth... it wasn't all that. And you know why? Milkshakes are usually related to good memories that you share with someone, something fun you did was while having a milkshake.
Well, I didn't do anything fun. I wasn't even with anyone. I was there alone... all by myself. Don't get me wrong, the milkshake tasted good. But I expected more, I expected the rumbling-in-your-stomach kind of good, the this-is-what-I've-been-waiting for sort of good.
And what I felt?
Not joy, not happiness, for finally tastying it's ready smoothy strawberry frosty goodness. No. I felt sad and guilty. Guilty that'd spend so much money in something that wasn't even that good. And sad because... that even though it cost so much I had no one to share it with. It could have cost 50$ and I wouldn't have mind if I shared with someone. Okay maybe 50$ was an exaggeration but you know what I mean... So back to 'no one to share it with.'
Exactly, NO one. I HAVE no one. I feel all alone.
And alone I am.
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