Oh man, I feel so weird right now. Kind of fuzzy. I mean up until this point, right before getting on the bus, it all seemed like a dream. That I was always about to wake up from. But then me and my aunt got separeted, and reality hit me hard. Can't believe I'm saying it but it did hit me like a... ok, like "a wrecking ball".
Up until now, I have just put those thoughts on the bottom of my heart, or the back of my head. I guess I should say head because they've always been there sacthering and scaveging around my heart.
I was just too soundly asleep to let any of them seep in or even show.
It's weird you know? Expecting something for about ever since I left, and then finally when I get it, it is all wrong.
I was expecting to go back home and everything was just the way it was supposed to be. But then, my mom says goodbye, I think I'll see her again and now... NO MORE. Nothing. There's nothing there waiting for me, just a bunch of broken down memorien, my stolen past and the hard cold truth.
She won't be there, waiting for me.
She is dead.
I saw her body;
She won't be there.
I buried her.
Up until now, I have just put those thoughts on the bottom of my heart, or the back of my head. I guess I should say head because they've always been there sacthering and scaveging around my heart.
I was just too soundly asleep to let any of them seep in or even show.
It's weird you know? Expecting something for about ever since I left, and then finally when I get it, it is all wrong.
I was expecting to go back home and everything was just the way it was supposed to be. But then, my mom says goodbye, I think I'll see her again and now... NO MORE. Nothing. There's nothing there waiting for me, just a bunch of broken down memorien, my stolen past and the hard cold truth.
She won't be there, waiting for me.
She is dead.
I saw her body;
She won't be there.
I buried her.
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