It all ends...

Ugh it does end!
Okay they're not over, they just ended their season.... But they won't be back until SEPTEMBER?! HOW  WILL  I  SURVIVE?!
Oh Dear LORD!
So let's start with the one that made me want to kill everyone for ending like this. Actually there were two of them, so I'm kind of split. Okay so I'll choose the one that made me cry the most!

Aaaaaaand it goeeees to....

Glee!

God! I can't believe it's over... This was such an emotional episode... How they gave us flashback of the first few episodes and how everything had changed and how each Character grew to be in our hearts. But then it stands the questionS. Where will they go? What will happen to Finn and Rachel? How will they live? What will happen to Finn and Rachel? What will happen to Kurt? And Fin and Rachel? Or with the ones that stayed behind? What will happen to Finn and Rachel? Will there be another season? What WILL HAPPEN TO FINN AND RACHEL?

Okay, okay... Breath Aphrodite! 

*clears throat*

Okay as you guys can see the Finn and Rachel thing not getting married was sorta kind of a huge deal for me. I mean I think Finn was right, but it was just so freaking sad. And freaking Lea Michele is such a good actress and when she was crying, Crap she made me cry even more!

 So they had to say goodbye. I can't believe it.....

But Rachel got into NYADA and all of her dream came true... :)

Okay getting over Glee (not quite because you just can't get over it) Here's the Series that got me torn.

The Vampire Diaries.

Yes, these last couple episodes made me cry soooo freaking hard! Okay first of all, Klaus died (okay he didn't ACTUALLY died) but his "death" was pretty horrible, his eyes were open and he was paralyzed, he couldn't do anything about it... It was just very sad. And then Rick died, and that meant Jeremy and Elena losing someone. But then Rick dying meant Elena died too, and then I started wailing at this point. It was all so sad how she had the accident on the Wickery Bridge where her parents died and she was dying the same way. And how she said I love you to her dad... And then Stefan came and she told him to save Matt and then she died... I though EVERYTHING was lost. I mean Elena was DEAD... And OMG when Damon realized it? But then.. she wasn't. She just became, a VAMPIRE! Crap! Why DID YOU HAVE TO END THERE?!!!

New Girl

This one had a peaceful ending. Where Nick came back and Jess was all happy. I was sad because this is an awesome cute little show, that makes me laugh and happy and it had to end. And I want to see Nick and Jess together. And also I want Schmidt to stop being so DAMN stupid and realize that Cici totally loves him. And stop with that bullcrap with letting her go. Wake up Schmidt, Cici wants attitude. She wants you to claim her. Dude you're totally weird but she totally loves you. Just like you love her. :)

How I Met Your Mother

So this one ended too. Until next Season, and please... It's already taking too long to find out who the mother is. So Lilly finally had her kid, little Marvin -Wait For It- Eriksen is very cute. Barney proposed in the most wonderful way to Karma, it was truly very sweet *-*. Robin was sad of course. And stupid Ted Mosby ran away with Victoria who was about to get married! Dude, you were left at the altar!!! Don't you think you doing that to her fianceé is kind of harsh? Jesus Christ. But okay okay, I forgive you. But then at the end we got a little treat. We saw that Barney's bride-to-be is NOT going to be Karma but Robin! I was so damn happy and I was like "I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT!"  :) Ahhhh I want to see what happens next!

And now...

I am watching ONCE UPON A TIME

That has been very awesome until now, and so enchanting :) like I expected, and I am freaking addicted to it. I still have 12 episodes to watch until it ends and I have to got through that period of dreadful wait... But, I can still delight myself on it. And other series.

Such as:

• The Walking Dead
• Switched at Birth
• Gossip Girl
• Awake
• The Big Bang Theory

How to get to Sesame Street.

Wait until 11:11, close your eyes, spin around five times, hit the piñata, and when all the candy comes pouring out, run straight through it. Once you're through, you'll meet the llama named Bob. Give Bob $20 and an apple and he'll let you ride on his back. He'll take you to Narnia where you will find five dollars on the ground. Use this money to get on the Hogwarts Express where you will meet up with Ke$ha in compartment five. She will give you a map, which shall lead you on a year long journey through the Bulgarian countryside, and once you're COMPLETLY lost, you will stumble upon Sesame Street. Good Luck!

So... Last week I was having philosophy class and my teacher started talking about a contamporary french philosopher, Jean-Paul Sartre.
He's Atheist, which I'm okay with and he has the awesomest quotes.

He's the hot stud.

He was awarded the 1964 Nobel Prize in Literature but refused it, saying that he always declined official honours and that, "a writer should not allow himself to be turned into an institution. The main idea of Jean-Paul Sartre is that we are, as humans, "condemned to be free." Sartre maintained that the concepts of authenticity and individuality have to be earned but not learned. We need to experience death consciousness so as to wake up ourselves as to what is really important; the authentic in our lives which is life experience, not knowledge.


So here are some quotes that I liked very much!

"Hell is other people."
"I am no longer sure of anything. If I satiate my desires, I sin but I deliver myself from them; if I refuse to satisfy them, they infect the whole soul."
"If literature isn't everything, it's not worth a single hour of someone's trouble."
"If you are lonely when you're alone, you're in a bad company"
"It is only in our decisions we are important."
"Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does."
"There are two types of poor people, those who are poor together and those who are poor alone. The first are the true poor, the others are rich people out of luck." (ahahahahaah xD)
"We do not judge the people we love."
"We must act out passion before we can feel it."
"When rich people fight wars with one another, poor people are the ones to die." (in wars, people never participate, they just suffer from it).
"Words are loaded pistols."
"You must be afraid, my son. That is how one becomes an honest citizen."

Elena: "I don't have anyone anymore."

Stefan: "You still have me."

StefanღElena

Thanks for being my Stefan :) It really helps.

Sweet Birthday

   Then the electric guitar slowed, and I heard a new verse, the end of the song, Finally, something had an ending. I tried to put the earth and fire and water and wind dreams out of my head as I listened.

Sixteenth Moon, Sixteenyh Year,

Now has come the day you fear, 

Claim or be Claimed,

Shed blood, she tear,

Moon or Sun- destroy, revere.

   The guitar died out, and now we were standing in silence.

"What do you think--"

   She put her hands on my lips, She couldn't bear to talk about it. She was as raw as I had ever seen her. A cold breeze was blowing past her, surrounding her and exhaling out through the open door behind me. I didn't know if her cheeks were red from the cold or from her tears, and I didn't ask. We fell onto her bed and cured into one ball, until it would have been hard do sort out whose limbs were whose. We weren't kissing, but it was like we were. We were closer than I'd ever realized to people could be.

   I guess this is what it felt like to love someone, and feel like you had lost them. Even when you were still holding them in your arms.

   Lena as shivering. I could feel every rib, every bone in her body, and her movements seemes involuntary. I untagled my arm from around her neck and twisted so I could grab the pieced quilt from the foot of her bed and pull it up over us. She burrowed her face into my chest and I pulled the quilt higher. Now it was over our heads, and we were in a drak little cave together, the two of us.

   The cave became warm with our breath. I kissed her cold mouth and she kissed me back. The current between us intensified and she nuzzled her way into the hollow of my neck.

   Do you think we can stay like this forever, Ethan?

   We can do whatever we want. It's your birthday.

   I felt her stiffen in my arms.

   Don't remind me.

   But I bought you a present.

   She held up the cover, to let just a crack of light in. "You did? I told you not to."

   "Since when do I listen to anything you say? Besides, Link says if a girl says not to get her a birthday present that means get her a birthday present and make sure it's jewelry."

   "That's not true of all girls."

   "Okay. Forget it."

   She let the quilt drop, then snuggled back into my arms.

   Is it?

   What?

   Jewelry.

   I thought you didn't want a present?

   Just curious.

   I smiled to myself and pulled down the quilt. The cold air hit us both at the same time, and I quickly pulled a small box out of my jeans and dove back under the covers. I lifted the quilt up so she could see the box.

   "Put it down, it's too cold."

   I let it fall, and we were surrounded by darkness again. The box began to glow with green light, and I could make out Lena's slender fingertips as she pulled off the silver ribbon. Th glow spread, warm and bright, until her face was softly lit across from mine.

   "That's a new one." I smiled at her in the green light.

   "I know. It's been happening ever since I woke up this morning. Whatever I think, just sort of happens."

   "Not bad."

    She stared at the box whistfully, as if she was waiting as long as she could to open it. It occurred to me that this was possibly the only present Lena would get today.

(...)

   She glared at me and opened the box, and more light came pouring out, even though the gift had nothing to do with that. Her face softened and I knew I was off the hook about the party. It was that thing, about girls and jewelry. Who knew? Link was right after all.

   She held up a necklace, delicate and shining, with a ring hanging from the chain. It was a carved gold circle, three strands of gold- sorto of rose colored, and yellow, and white- all braided into a wreath.

   Ethan! I love it.

   She kissed me about a hundred times, and I started talking, even while she was kissing me. Because I felt like I had to tell her, before she put it on, before something happened. "It belonged to my mom. I got it out of her jewelry box."

   "Are you sure about this?" she asked.

    I nodded. I couldn't pretend like it wasn't a big deal. Lena knew how I felt about my mom. It was a big deal, and I felt relieved that we both could admit it. "It's not rare or anything, like a diamond or whatever, but it's valuable to me. I think she'd be okay with me giving it to you because, you know."

    What?

    Ah.

    "You gonna make me spell it out?" My voice sounded weird, all shaky.

    "I hate to break it to you, but you're not that great at spelling," She knew I was squirming, but she was going yo make me say it. I preferred our silent mode of communication. It made talking, real taling, a lot easier for a guy like me. I brushed her hair off of the back of her neck and attatched the necklace at the clasp. It hung around her neck, sparkling in the light, right above the one she never took off. "Because you're really special to me."

    How special?

    I think you are wearing the answer around your neck.

    I am wearing a lot of things around my neck.

    Then you should already know the answer.

   (...)

   Jewelry, I'm telling you. It's a thing. And love.

   And maybe danger.

  

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