Tough shell

Actually, a lot of people say that... They say "You're not normal, your mom is in a coma but I don't see you crying"

Well my answer to all of that is, just because I don't show my emotions to you doesn't mean I'm not hurting, doesn't mean I'm not missing her every second of the day, doesn't mean I don't worry about her. It means I'm strong enough to hold my ground, to pull through and do what she has always wanted me to do. Live my life, study hard and be someone of worth. And if I get sad, if I get distracted, I won't be doing what she's been working so hard for me to accomplish. So that's why I smile, so people don't take pity on me, and give me life as hard as it is. No easy ways...